NOT IN CONTROL

Life is turning from bad to worse and even worse unless I take control. Theres nothing to fell optimistic about. The exams are approaching like a bullet train. People are dropping dead like dry leaves all around me. In the past 2 months itself about 10 people from among my close and so-so acquantances have departed for heavenly abode ( don't believe in heaven although it sounds better than " ended up dead " ). Have been busy last few months so could not post. promise to keep posting.